"I got 99 problems and they all bitches."
My biggest problem; I hate my life.
I hate my life. I hate what I am, and I hate how I live. The person I am inside is not the same person that everyone sees on the outside. People probably see who I was in my past, they don't see who I am now. Living in a small town makes me the same person to everyone regardless of how much I have changed.
"But they all didn't see, the little bit of sadness in me."
If you met (or saw) me tomorrow, you wouldn't even know that I am suffering from depression. I see like a normal kid. A kid who plays basketball, a kid who goes to school, a kid who enjoys his life. But I just want to leave. I want to leave this fucking town, I want to leave all these faces I see everyday. Even my "best friend" doesn't respect the person I am. My life is a fucking mess. I just want to leave it, and never look back. The only problem is; I don't even know how to leave.
"I've got some issues that nobody can see, and all of these emotions are pourin' outta me"
One thing that bothers me most, surprisingly, is the fact that I have never been to a real high school party. Thinking about this makes me hate me the most. People don't invite me because they think that I'm "weird." These fucking people don't know shit about me. I am fucking sick of being stuck in Conifer, and being trapped in the person that everyone else sees. Someday, I will leave. When I leave, I will never look back. Because somewhere else people won't see the person that the people here see.
They will see the person that I really am.
"This is the soundtrack 2 my life."
